Truth be told, I miss you. Even though we had a lot of rough bumps in the road, I'm always going to miss you. Even though you hate(d) me, I still love you as a friend. I miss you terribly and I'm sorry about your death. It wasn't fair for you to go out the way you did. I know you thought you were doing the right thing, but honestly you left your pain to us, your friends. If I had one last chance to say something to you, I would hug you and tell you that I'm sorry for making life harder on you than it should have been. I'm sorry I wasn't there for you when you needed someone the most. Please take care in the afterlife. Believe me, we all miss you.